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I'm swamped today. So swamped that I cannot afford to waste even a few minutes of my time. But due to a very sad happening yesterday, I really felt like I needed to write. I need some diversion. Something that will get this pain off my chest.
And so I thought of writing here again.. Besides, I really have to update this blog often so that I have some form of relief and relaxation whenever things go haywire at work or at home.
Anyway, yesterday, we lost one of our very first dogs-- FRAPPEE. We never actually knew that he was that special until he went missing. I must admit, we didn't give him so much attention as we're more focused on the girls. We thought that since he's a boy, he didn't need as much care. Last night, while I was reflecting on what had happened, I realized that I really took him for granted. And it's so sad because now, there's no chance for me anymore to show him that we love him as much as we love the others-- COFFEE, LANA and PAIGE. Losing him really reminded me once again that we should love our family and friends unconditionally. And just like after losing Momiji, I realized again how important it is to cherish every moment with your loved ones. So that if disappearances transpire or if you lose them, you won't have any regrets. You are reassured by the thought that you have given your best and that you have cared for and loved them the best way you can..
I'm really sorry, dear Frappee, for everything that we should've done but didn't do for you. We could only hope and pray now that you're in good hands. I hope they'd cuddle you when it rains because you're scared of the sound of the rain and thunder. We hope that you were found by good people and that they treat you well. We'll miss you! *sob*
xoxo..
